At present the war in IRAQ cost $720 million a day just for the first four years. For this I think that the flag should be at half mast. It would be a thank you to all the soldiers that are lost everyday. Think about how this money could have been spent. Think about what the war has done for America. Has anything good come from this war? What does this say about Americans?

Just think all this money could have been put toward make this country safer. I wouldn't have to fear losing my brother to this war. He's going back and I don't know what to think anymore. What if he never gets to have children and a family? What if he never gets to go back to college? What if in the end I lose my brother and nothing is gained from the lose of his life? I need to know that after this war is over every life that has been lost and changed by this war has meaning. I need to know that America will stay to help those that are left behind in Iraq when this is over.

This country is having a had time learning from past mistakes. Iraq has been punished far to much for something they couldn't control. There are people without homes, jobs, food, safe, shelter, clothes, proper health care, medications, and hope in our own country. The USA would rather spend 500,000 per minute on the Iraq war. Think about where that money could have gone to make this country safe from the inside out instead of going just to the outside.

Think whatever you want just as long as you know the truth. One thing needs to be understood if you can do something to help someone out you need to do it. Never give up hope. There's this woman, who is somewhat older than me. She has lived a good portion of her life the way that she felt she had to. Now she's alone and life is tough that way. I didn't need the details but I know that it was rough.

She tells me not to compare myself with other people. I know that she is right I just can't help myself. People are good at always showing just what they want others to see which is usually less than half the story. I tell people my corks and my fears and I'm pretty open with what I'm thinking and feeling. This is strange and frightening for some people. I just want anyone who reads this to know I that yes I'm different from most of the people in this world and I've had it tough because I'm different.

There is this idea out there that if you can count all your friends on one hand than you're doing fine. If this is the case than I guess that I don't need any hands. I worried that I am a fading breed. This that are like me usually conform and adapt to what they should be according to society. I'm here to tell who ever is listening that I'm never going to give up. I have a lot of will power. I may be afraid but I;m not going to give in, ever. People make Earth a hateful place and before I see my last day I plan to change that to the best of my ability.

To anyone who feels the way I do; don't forget your part in making the Earth continue to survive for the furture.

Have a goal to do something nice for someone you don't know everyday. Introduce yourself to someone new and try to have at least a five minute conversation with them. Say thanks you to people who do nice things and to those that do mean ones too. Tell someone the truth, even if it is going to sound mean. When someone say you've hurt their feelings, or offended them, never say whatever and treat it like it doesn't matter. Don't push the button that automatically opens the door unless you have to because it uses energy that doesn't have to be used besides who doesn't like trees! Try not to force what you would do on other people. Do these things everyday to the best of your ability.

I love life. For it's that simple. People are o stuck in the now. I worried about the future. The world has a strage culture. 3300 abortions happen every day. That's a lot of people. I'm a believer in WASTED ENERGY = WASTED LIFE. Why have sex if the child has to die for your choice. Is it the childs fault? I don't think that abortions should be illegal. I think that culture has to be changed so that people aren't just having sex for the sake of having sex.

The main reason why abortion should always be legal is because there will always be rape. It would ever be fare to make a women carry that child when she never had a choice herself.

Our culture needs to change. Things can't be about making the bigger pay check. Things can't be about staying with someone just to be with someone. Things can't be about aking more food than you can eat becaue you feel like it. Things can't be about punishing those that try harder just because we're afraid of them. Things can't be about poping a pill for slight pain. Things can't be about forces one cultures ways on another. Things shouldn't be about not voting and than complaining about the president. Things shouldn't be about living off wellfare when your able to work and than complaining about illegal foriegners taking our jobs. Things shouldn't be about getting drunk evry night until the one night we're driving and someone has to die. Things can't ever be about "It has nothing to do with me" people. Sorry but it does.

Life should always matter. People need to right for their right to live. I've been told I think to much, I'm depressing, I try to hard, I over complicate things, I need to relax, I need to take a joke, I shouldn't be so serious,  and (this ones my all time favorite) there need to be more people like you. I make people feel guilty for the way that they live most of the time. I don't mean to do this, really. If I do then don't listen to me. I say to people that this is my way of living I don't mind if you don't like it and that you want to live your way. There is something else I believe. If it works for you and it doesn't hurt anyone(including yourself) then all the power to you.

I believe in global warming. This is what I usually say to people who haven't taken the time to learn about the problem or those that don't believe it's real.

Me: Did you know that polar bears are drownding?
Response: No
Me: Want to know why?
Response: Sure
Me: They can't swim for ever.
Response: Oh
Me: Do see any glaciers?
Response: No
Me: Wnat to know why?
Response: Sure
Me: They've melted.
Response: What does that have to do with me?
Me: EXACTLY

So what do you think? Do I care too much? Do I want to much from people? Should I jump up and down screaming at the top of my lungs "why don't you care"? Does it even matter when I only one person? Am I too serious? Are my efforts for nothing? Are you going to try and care a little more?

Except something, you might say. I'll say "Exactly". Everyone has what think is right and wrong and okay in moderation and worth it to do once along with other thing pilled there heads. Everyone should know that none of us are right.

People do what is right for them and therefore it must be right for everyone. Well, guess what no two people are ever the same and what is right for one person shouldn't always be right for another.

I lost a friend that I've had for four years. I really liked her but she would just say the most horrible things to me. I know that people joke and I'm okay with that. She knows that I'm serious about everything all the way to the core of my soul but she just started to be so mean.

I'm not sure if I'm a mean person for no longer wanting her as a friend but I feel that a friend isn't a friend if they make you feel like dirt. You can have your values and I'll have mine. I don't mind if they're different jus as long as you don't force them on me.

I'm dedicated to the things that matter to me. I try to understand the things that make me angry, afraid, sad, and royally pissed off. I try to find the mean things that I do and remove them for my personality. The one thing that I find myself doing more and more is hate people that I find self, arrogant and rude. I tell myself they were raised differently than me. But sometimes that just doesn't cut it. I know that I high on my horse but I don't wish my life on other people.

It's been a rough ride for me. I very into my religion so that helps me survivor. But I can't change. I try so hard to just let people be themselves but I still want more. Maybe I want too much more. I thought I was a nice person. I never thought that I was mean. I try not to say things about people I don't know. I know that I'm a terrible person. I judge people too much. I'm trying to fix myself but it's going to take me a while. My mother says that my expectations are too high. I say everyone else has their expectations too low.

I want people to donate money not just for the tax break. I want people to pay of bills and save their winnings from their winnings. I want no person to go hungry or without a roof unless that's the way they want to live. I want everyone that wants to work to have a job. I want everyone that can work and is to lazy to get off their fat asses and to be denied welfare. I want peoples families to have access to their lost loved one social security just to pay for the expenses nothing more. I want people to stop taking medications they don't need so that when they really get sick their bodies and their children aren't immune o the drugs that could save them. I want people who need medications to be give them. I want insurance to actually be worth something. I want the prices for AIDS medication to go down so people don't die if they don't have to. I want marriages to last until the couple passes or one of them. I want the world to healthy for another two thousand years. I want people to make complete stops at stop signs. I want people to report abuse. I want people to stop hurting their pets because their life has as much value as a humans. I want people to pick up their trash or just trash that they see. I want people to recycle. I want people to love the person they have sex with. I want unborn babies not to suffer for their parents mistake. I want children 14 and under not to date. I want mini skirts to be banded from people 15 and under. I want people not to smoke. I want people who don't drink, ever. I want people to buy the cheaper thing on the market and save or give away the money they've saved. I want people to value their courtiers flag. I want people male and female to take their bloody hats off when they go inside a building. I want people to take off their shoes at the main entrance. I want people to chew with mouths closed. I want every person in the world to have food, shelter, and proper clothing. I want every person that can to do at least a year in the peace core or green peace. I want people to pinch their pennies for the rainy days. I want people to stop but clothing and jewelry that can buy a house or make a payment on a house or a car or pay for rent. I want people to carpool. I want people to know the new of other countries. I want people to know more than one language, in speech and writing. I want things that "maybe" harmful to be pulled off the mark before it's to late and everyone say "if only". I want people to shower once a day unless extremely necessary. I want people to go organic. I want people keep up the news of their nation. I want people to take care of themselves and if they can't they should have someone who can. I want people to say what they mean. I want people to have a little tacked. I want people to print on the back side of paper. I want movies to moral points and be more realistic. I want cartoon for kids to be educational. I want commercials to be honest. I want college to be cheaper. I wan people to earn what they get not cheat, steal, lie, or do some other un-honest thing. I want to go back in time and see Elvis, dinosaurs, Einstein, the Egyptians building their pyramids, America before it looked like this, the Eiffile tower being built, James Dean, John Cash, the Beatles, the Monkeys, the Rollin' Stones, my family tree, and so many things and people I can't think of right now. I wan people to happy. I want to understand the complicated things. I want punishments to be followed through. I want people to stop changing things that work and to change what's broken. I want to be able to read faster. I want to be able to keep my room clean for more than three days. I want to stop keep stuff just for memories sake. I want people to change for the better. I want people to think about more than themselves. I want people to care about all the bad things that happen in this world. I want to US flag to fly at half mast everyday for the boys that are being lost in this war. I want people to not have sex until they're twenty. I want people to say thank you. I want people to stop for pedestrians. I want people to always use their directional's. I want people to be safe when they sleep. I want dreams to come true. I want people who need to win the mega millions o win it. I want parents to take responsibility for their children. I want parents who have children that hang out together to know each other. I want parents to make sure their children are safe when they get home from school. I want parents to make sure their children are in school. I want parents to know what their children are watching, learning, reading, hearing, listening to, eating, or anything else they are doing is good for them. I want parents to stop blaming only other people. I want people to look out for each other. I want how much effort is put into things to matter. I want to have my books published. I want people to not tell others they are wrong just because they, themselves, don't know anything about it. I want people to always try especially when people tell them that they can't do something.

If it is a criticism on the idea then okay all the power to you. If it is a criticism on the person who had the idea then it is not okay.